I can't stop thinking about her. About that moment we shared. She infects my thoughts. There when I want her to be and there when I don't. As I relive the moment she touched my hand, as she whispered, "This would be the perfect time to kiss me." And the fear, the excitement, as I brought my lips to hers ( Read more... )

Tonight, I tell myself, it is time to take a stand.

My whole life, but a series of moments turning away from risk, turning away from uncertainty, turning away from life.

After a lifetime of kissing boys, a lifetime of wondering, tonight, it is time to start kissing girls.

( a graphic tale of sexual exploration )

( a sexually graphic tale of first love )